THIS IS HOW I WRITE IT!
A = Attack
B = barbarian
U = not invited
S = Surreal
E = bad
V = violated
me = innocent
C = shredded
T = Taken
me = inconceivable
M = mind alteration
I am going to share some unedited facts or rather thoughts that I feel compelled to share. If you are looking for a positive and upbeat article, you better go now. This article will not be the joke you might be expecting.
Why should I edit, even rephrase my thoughts with respect or standards, when addressing an abuser? This article is being written on behalf of every victim in this world.
My first thought goes to those parents who are marrying someone other than the mom/dad of their babies!
Do you take care of your son?
Do you make sure that the man you have fallen in love with, or just married for food and shelter is not raping your child?
Do you listen to your child when he screams at night through nightmares in which he hurts himself?
Do you even care?
If I sound malicious or angry with my thoughts, you are absolutely right. I am angry, I am angry as hell, I am even prepared to come out and challenge anyone who allows or ignores abuse.
How many of you readers have abused a child?
How many of you readers have wished for a child less than half your age?
How many of you readers have verbally abused your wife?
How many of you readers are currently tabulating yet another page of teen porn photos?
How many of you readers are yelling at or hitting your child or spouse right now?
How many of you men are sitting in a strip bar looking at a woman who could be your daughter or even your granddaughter?
How many of you readers are ignoring the fact that your child is on a computer alone with a stranger?
How many of you readers are leaving your child alone with a strange babysitter?
How many of you readers are reducing your child to the lowest level of humiliation?
How many of you readers have taken extreme control of your loved ones to the point where they are afraid to speak out?
I am angry, angry, full of vile contempt for the fact that after all these years and education and what is supposed to be a much smarter world with all this new technology, the world is even more stressed and abused than ever before. .
Yeah sure we’ve always had pedophiles, abusers, mixed sex, body part marketing, drug dealing, religious and political wars, but damn… when does it stop?
When does the abuser realize that what he is doing to that child is totally WRONG and SICK?
When does the victim realize that it is not their fault?
When does the abuser finally come to live in a prison of pain, fear, loneliness, scars, and hate?
When does the victim feel confident and live a normal, healthy and free life?
When does all this end?
The more I educate myself, the angrier I get! I don’t feel smarter, I feel more angry and I feel ashamed to even be part of this human race.
Victims of abuse do not get to sleep at night and dream of sweet things… they dream of rape, fear, pain, distrust, an endless flight from an unknown perpetrator, they even continue to pee in their pants.
Victims of abuse cannot enjoy a healthy sex life with their partners because the moment they feel they are finding that place of ecstasy, the face of an abuser invades their world and shatters what should be intimacy between lovers.
Victims of abuse cannot give or accept hugs of affection the way they should be.
Victims of abuse live a life of low self-esteem, zero self-acceptance, total self-blame, fear, confusion, and even self-loathing.
Victims of abuse cannot have good memories, they cannot place enough good memories in their minds to override their bad memories.
Victims of abuse never forget their abuser or the violation.
Victims of abuse remain victims for many years of their lives, if not their entire lives.
Hate, feel anger towards certain humans? I bet so.
I want every victim in this world who reads this to stand up and hate hard…get angry…scream loud…revolt against the crime that stole their innocence.
Do NOT let this abuse control your life!
Do not allow the abuser that satisfaction.
Get away from him… throw him as far as you can.
Never give him the time of day.
Treat it as you would the most disgusting creature, because that’s what abuse is all about…a disgusting creature.
Step on it… kill it… CHOOSE to let it go!
Do the one thing your abuser would and will hate… Throw it away… park it… keep it in a box in the furthest place you can find… dig a hole in the ground and write your name on it and bury it.
YOU are the only one who can stop your inner abuse now>
For all the abusers out there… DAMN TO HELL… BURN!!!
~D~
